this is the first time in my life
I'm scared of you leaving me.
I'm scared of you leaving me.
I dread texting you back
and meeting
up.
What sort of friendship is
this? I
comfort
myself with
the thought
that it'll
be over in
five years. If I
won't worry about it
in five years, I
don't need to
worry about
it now. There,
I'll let out
the sigh I
didn't
realise I was
holding. In the
same way I'll
let go of your
hand. There,
it'll be that
simple.
i miss you Gabe
Phir ek cigarette jalaa RHA hooFyr ek tilli bujhaa RHA
hooTeri nazar me ye ek gunaah haiMe to tere vaade bhula RHA
hooSamajhna mat isko meri aadatMe to bus dhuaan udaa RHA hooYe Teri
yaado ke silsale haiMe teri yaade jalaa RHA hooMe peekar itna behak
chuka hu,Ki gham ke kisse suna RHA huAgar hai tumhe b gham to pass
aaoMe pee RHA hoo or pila RHA hoo,Hai meri aankhe to aaj num,Magar
me sabko hansaa RHA hooKhokar apni zindagi main,Apne be-inteha
pyaar ko bhula RHA hoo,Ek cigarette ki shaam ke bahaane,Main apne
aap ko jala RHA hooAur fyr ek cigarette jalaa RHA hooAur fyr ek
tilli bujhaa RHA hoo
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Sometimes it feels like you can read my mind.
I wanted to be with you, and just kiss you,
and you said “be mine right now”.
Sometimes it feels like you can read my mind.
I wasn’t feeling to great,
but I had this behavior for you to not know,
but I still wanted to tell you,
and you reassured me and told me we can talk, if needed.
Sometimes it feels like you can read my mind.
Sometimes if feels like you can read me.
You knew everything before I could even think it.
-WIGBM
Sometimes it feels like you can read my mind.
I wanted to be with you, and just kiss you,
and you said “be mine right now”.
Sometimes it feels like you can read my mind.
I wasn’t feeling to great,
but I had this behavior for you to not know,
but I still wanted to tell you,
and you reassured me and told me we can talk, if needed.
Sometimes it feels like you can read my mind.
Sometimes if feels like you can read me.
You knew everything before I could even think it.
-WIGBM
You should've kept quiet. You should've held back
and listened to both side-- No, you should've been on my side.
Now I don't expect much from you. Whenever you smile at me I
feel some type of way. It's a bad feeling. Some things should
just be granted. I thought your love for me was unconditional, but
I guess you were just on my side when it was easier for you to be.
I don't know how I feel about you anymore. I used to admire
you, now I wish you wouldn't speak my name. Funny how one
afternoon could have led to this. You should've just kept
quiet, I would still have respect for you that way. You
should've apologised. There's nothing I hate more than
people who can't control their words when they're angry.
It's very telling.
hey
witty,
it's
been
a minute!
how
is everyone
doing?
i saw you today, i cried. i feel stupid, i dislike yet love
you. i've tried to move on, i thought i made progress then i saw
you and it all went away, all the moving on, and the trying, right
then and there i knew i madly loved you...i wanted to be okay if id
ever saw you, i wanted to be able to not love you, i guess its just
not my time, im so tired of trying, i wish i could just do
it...
as for you Mr. Gardner, my question who is rly the pathological
liar?
