There's both pain
and silence
Raging war in my mind
The pain is deep and cuts like a knife
But the silence is so much worse
In silence I feel nothing
And I wonder if I'm still there
At least the pain
Reminds me that I am alive
For now, the pain is enough
And I will take it over the silence
Raging war in my mind
The pain is deep and cuts like a knife
But the silence is so much worse
In silence I feel nothing
And I wonder if I'm still there
At least the pain
Reminds me that I am alive
For now, the pain is enough
And I will take it over the silence
i've
thought about leaving a lot, but it's just superficial. not my
true heart. when i feel a sudden pain, i wish it away. when i was
given the option between pulling out my tooth or preserving it, i
didn't think twice about coughing up almost half a grand. i say
i don't care, that none of it matters...but still i'm
safeguarding my life. it won't be over until there's
nothing to protect. i don't need to look forward to anything. i
just need to preserve what i have.
I NEED A MIRACLE
I'M FALLING WAY TOO FAST,
I'M SINKING IN TOO DEEP
I NEED AN ANGEL NOW THAT’S WATCHING OVER ME
THE AMERICAN DREAM
IS A KILLING MACHINE
Why do you have to show that smile? I know what you're thinking. Your greasy laugh. This is your perfect scenario. Keep that smile, I don't mind it. It hurts you more anyway. So prideful. Does your laugh have to change too? Are we shooting this right? If it doesn't go according to plan then we can do this again. You look uneasy. I don't have the upperhand here, so fix your smile. Do this how you've always done it. Like how all my passions are your objects of envy. How my fears are places we need to explore. Did you like me or not? Pick a side, your mask is crooked. It's getting hard for you to keep this up...i think I like this game now. Your stance looks off, everything is fake. You probably rehearsed all month. I almost feel bad...but then i lose, right? Your perfect scenario. I don't know what you were expecting. Just finish your lines. You should at least have the decency to show crocodile tears. You have all the time in the world. If your run out, just ask for more.
If it's
for you, the world would grant you even that,
right?
