Dear people,
I would like to take this time and say that you guys have been
an
excellent help to my life, but I can't hold on much longer.
I am so
sick of myself that I can't even look in the mirror without
me wanting
to throw something at myself just to make me stop. You guys
have
helped me in times in need, made me smile when I was sobbing,
and
made me feel special when I was in a hateful mood. But the time
has
come where I want to be set free. I am done with all the hate
I
receive, done with all the lies that spill from my mouth, done
with
everything. I may not be coming back on here, depending if
I
succeed at doing this. You all are wonderful human beings, you
truly
are, and I don't want you to give up. Don't give up
like I am. I
am a terrible player at this game, and I'm done playing it.
It never
said on the package that being a suicidal teenage girl would
come
with playing it. So I am forfiting the cards and game piece.
I'm
done with playing the game of life.
Stay strong. Stronger than I ever was. xoxo
Love, Avery