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seei made it all pretty.
the terrible truths are
embroidered with royal silk.
i'm still playing the part well, don't you think?
no one will know how terrible it really is.
God himself is the sin creator as the bible and coran say. what's the hell then?
Ahmed Protais is one among genius who are mostly wrong to people by their own thoughts. People betray themselves on his behalf.
introverts.

so take me there: to the end of this conversation.
it starts in the same way, under the same circumstances. 
i'm lonely, you're lonely.
we don't check in until it's all a little too much.


Finally caving in as we burst at the seams.
"How are you? i miss you."
always precedes the trail of renewed confessions.

nothing's changed, we're both still the same.
you got a new comforter and i haven't seen those boxers before.
still wrapped around your finger.
still know you like the back of my hand.

when we run out of things to say time begins to flow differently.
the world mutes itself so i can hear your breathing.
we're just existing in the same space and it's grand.
we won't need to hear from eachother for another few weeks.
low maintenance, dependable and all for me.

you're my favourite human interaction.


I gave my life a free choice. Decision to not fight anyone.
what a shame. 
your house isn't my home,
this morning isn't a good one.
when i see you...i don't want to see you.
nothing i did was ever enough,
now this feeling goes both ways.
i'm counting down the days till i can leave this place.

i'm not satisfied with the way you raised me.
it's immature in a way, i'm immature in a way.
i blame you and keep blaming you.
being the quiet child was good back then,
but now i need to entertain you with conversation.

everything you liked about me, i hate it now.
it makes life so hard for me and i hate it all now.

some mornings i wave a white flag,
when i miss having parents i can laugh with.
other mornings, after i've spent the night crying
i can't bring myself to look you.
you won't know, cause you don't listen.
cause you not being the victim is something you can't fathom. 
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i just wanted to crawl into a tiny hole
pull the covers over my head and rest my eyes for a while.
to give my racing mind permission to crash into a cozy dream.
a dream where all of this would stop being too much for me.

a breeze became a stong blow and the strong blow became a hurricane.
rain drops that showered down intermittently now greet me as downpour.
learned habits and mirrorred expressions became a wall between me and everyone i loved.

i just wanted to put this all down for a while.
not put it in someone else's hands or rest it on someone else's shoulders.
just put it on the ground, let it gather dust and revisit it when i'm stronger.
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Why am I still making time for you? Still going out of my way to do things specifically for you to notice? Am I subconciously doing things in hopes of spending more time with you? Why am I doing this to myself.
 

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that eternal force that's been there all the way.
you're never alone, you're loved beyond comprehension.
overcoming misunderstandings and soft blocking rumination.
you are loved more than you will ever know

that certain feeling that creeps up on you after a long day:
on the bus ride home, before bed or during a shower,
when there's no podcast or music to drown out your inner monologue
that's when you decide who you are. that's when you reconnect with your true self.
that's when you feel the most stable.
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