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let go

cheeks burning, mind racing.
i couldn't bury this lovely feeling. 
a warm touch,  i was star struck.
 you said you'd give me the world
if i gave you a chance.

i was elated, started sprinting.
next second only i'm limping.

 lungs burning, eyes stinging,
you gave me a new reason.

it was rose glasses, blind-sided.
said you want to try something.
smooth talker, hypnotist.
"it's okay baby", i'm spineless.
i didn't want to let you down.


 sandy beach, yacht club,
a surprise trip, i've got to come.
 introverted, my battery drained.
"pull it together", i play pretend.
so its black dress, pursed lips,
i'll be the best actress.


now snows falling, burst bubble,
you said she just wanted trouble.
i cried myself to sleep for weeks.
deflated, bent backwards.
still wanted a better reason.
you just had to make it right.


it was one step, plus two
they don't mean a thing to you.

sweet talker, strategist,
i became your little airhead.
deep down, i knew it wasn't right.


head spinning, dirty feeling.
all you did was dream selling.
want you to give us one last try,
 promise to be a better guy.
heart aching, there's no changing.
at least just tell me one last lie.
 

                     wanted him to see through me.           until his eyes felt like lasers on my skin.
                     wanted him to choose me.               until his touch felt like habitual sin.       
Well you can text me later if you want.
I'll call later
I might be asleep though
Don't go to sleep?
What is happening in the world? The world must have noticed the changes in the Arab countries. Its buildings have become very tall and beautiful. Even rain and snow began to fall on its lands to become green. The Prophet of God, Muhammad, who said that the Hour(end of the world )will not come until the lands of Arabia return to life and rivers, was right. Saudi Arabia is turning green and Europe is now desertifying. In the future, the destination of the future will be the land of the Arabs
what if i stopped caring?
but my silence seems to offend you.
i'm at the starting lines while you've already reached your flow state.
we're not the same.
you keep making me feel bad for tripping up.
i apologise and joke around with you.
you're always the same.
hot then cold, but always brutal.
i can't accept all of you.
i can't seem to keep you happy.
you're not impressed.
well okay, that one stung.
add it to the list of mistakes i've done.
it's hard cause i know you're right.
but you expect me to hit the ground running and i'm scared.
i hate disappointing people.
i tried to take it lightly but you still tried calling me out.
i can't be all go with the flow. 
i've made more errors than i can count, but haven't we all?
honestly. haven't we all?
keep keeping scores and keep telling me your not impressed.
all i regret was trying to flatter you.
never again. you can stroke your own ego.
 
I remember when I said it has you in it.  
It doesn't anymore. 
I'm trying to move on. 
is that ok?
especially today i feel so gruesome. i don't want to catch my reflection or remain in my own skin. especially today i need your distraction, your decorated words of adoration. i can't stand myself i've starved then fulled myself to the brim. especially today i need your kindness to overcome my bitterness. i haven't been good. talk me out of this. help me set this straight. i don't want to sleep but i need rest. a day has gone by and i'm still in regret. especially today i needed you.
 

you need food to focus
you need food to focus
you need food
i made it
You made it happen.
you always hide behind your self entrusted title of being "nice".
but no. it's never been true. it's a mask you keep only for you.
"you keep making this mistake!"
okay so why only bring it up in front of someone else?
you berate me and tell me it's not my fault.
you claim to be the nice guy but he has never made me fight back tears like you had today.
you can't make me look stupid and expect me to keep a smile.
you can't talk my ear off, drown me in your worries and expect me to stay happy.
when you're not there i try to defend you.
but you're still you.
fake nice and never a team player.
full of snide remarks and self indulgence.
keep telling me off and making me feel bad when i'm trying to help.
i'm sorry. for trying im sorry.
i can't have your back anymore. it's not fair on me.
i'll take kind over nice any day.
you're really a wolf in sheep's clothing.
i learnt it today. the hard way.
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