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i don't have someone like that.
تَطاوَلَ لَيلُكَ بِالأَثمَدِ

وَنامَ الخَلِيُّ وَلَم تَرقُدِ

وَباتَ وَباتَت لَهُ لَيلَةٌ

كَلَيلَةِ ذي العائِرِ الأَرمَدِ

وَذَلِكَ مِن نَبَإٍ جاءَني

وَخُبِّرتُهُ عَن أَبي الأَسوَدِ
the words that hurt and dug deep into my skin. they were so relentless and bold. making a home where they were not welcome. now when i see you those words surface again. as fresh as ever, they circulate in my head. round and round. down this path we've walked. apologies and faked forgiveness. perhaps i am still immature. because i can't move on. cannot accept you've changed because those words linger. you could mean well, but when you smile at me i feel as though you are mocking me. when you greet me i wonder if you enjoy torturing me like this. i always wanted to grow older and move away. this world is so big but not big enough. i wanted to move onto another life at some point. but with my luck i would still see you there. the me who was small and afraid. she hides behind the me who is cold and unapproachable. i'll reciprocate your smile and greeting. the smile won't reach my eyes, the greeting won't ever be genuine. i'm mature, i get it now. i just have to pretend like everyone else.
holding onto the hands of time and begging him to stay.
tears that rarely fell are coursing down his face.
a memory of a man who smiles with his teeth is fading fast.
hunched posture, shaking shoulders.
all it will take is time and he will be whole again.
warm porridge, a hot bath, fresh pajamas.
i won't take my eyes off of him. i'll tuck him in.
wrinkles that were deepset are easing away.
blanket rises and falls with every breath he takes.
i hope he's dreaming a beautiful dream.
with his eyes closed, finally i cave.


You are looking at the same moon Shakespeare, Franz Listz, and Elisabeth of Hesse looked at. 

 *:・゚。・:*:・゚☆  ‧͙⁺˚*・༓☾ 
every chance i get, i just want to run to you.
jake and I spent our 3 year anniversary hiking.he made me climb a mountain... I’m more of a flat stay on a trail kind of person. That really sums up our life together. I get in my comfort zone and get in the cycle of just doing things I want to do all the time. It’s nice to have a partner who makes you get uncomfortable, because it’s in those moments we grow. I don’t want to climb another mountain, but with her I know I will... and the view will be worth it every time.

Here’s to 3 years of adventures babe, and to many more to come.
my life seems to be a series of laughter and doing things i don't want to.
in my dreams we're finishing a conversation we haven't started yet.
we both begged for understanding, so why can't we follow through? I wonder if this uneasy feeling lingers with you also. When we're retracing fond memories and holding each other. When our breathing is timed and our words kinder, I wonder if you feel this nervousness too.
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