let
go
cheeks burning, mind racing.
i couldn't bury this lovely feeling.
a warm touch, i was star struck.
you said you'd give me the world
if i gave you a chance.
i was elated, started sprinting.
next second only i'm limping.
lungs burning, eyes stinging,
you gave me a new reason.
it was rose glasses, blind-sided.
said you want to try something.
smooth talker, hypnotist.
"it's okay baby", i'm spineless.
i didn't want to let you down.
sandy beach, yacht club,
a surprise trip, i've got to come.
introverted, my battery drained.
"pull it together", i play pretend.
so its black dress, pursed lips,
i'll be the best actress.
now snows falling, burst bubble,
you said she just wanted trouble.
i cried myself to sleep for weeks.
deflated, bent backwards.
still wanted a better reason.
you just had to make it right.
it was one step, plus two
they don't mean a thing to you.
sweet talker, strategist,
i became your little airhead.
deep down, i knew it wasn't right.
head spinning, dirty feeling.
all you did was dream selling.
want you to give us one last try,
promise to be a better guy.
heart aching, there's no changing.
at least just tell me one last lie.
cheeks burning, mind racing.
i couldn't bury this lovely feeling.
a warm touch, i was star struck.
you said you'd give me the world
if i gave you a chance.
i was elated, started sprinting.
next second only i'm limping.
lungs burning, eyes stinging,
you gave me a new reason.
it was rose glasses, blind-sided.
said you want to try something.
smooth talker, hypnotist.
"it's okay baby", i'm spineless.
i didn't want to let you down.
sandy beach, yacht club,
a surprise trip, i've got to come.
introverted, my battery drained.
"pull it together", i play pretend.
so its black dress, pursed lips,
i'll be the best actress.
now snows falling, burst bubble,
you said she just wanted trouble.
i cried myself to sleep for weeks.
deflated, bent backwards.
still wanted a better reason.
you just had to make it right.
it was one step, plus two
they don't mean a thing to you.
sweet talker, strategist,
i became your little airhead.
deep down, i knew it wasn't right.
head spinning, dirty feeling.
all you did was dream selling.
want you to give us one last try,
promise to be a better guy.
heart aching, there's no changing.
at least just tell me one last lie.
What is happening in the world? The world must have
noticed the changes in the Arab countries. Its buildings have
become very tall and beautiful. Even rain and snow began to fall
on its lands to become green. The Prophet of God, Muhammad, who
said that the Hour(end of the world )will not come until the
lands of Arabia return to life and rivers, was right. Saudi
Arabia is turning green and Europe is now desertifying. In the
future, the destination of the future will be the land of the
Arabs
what if i stopped caring?
but my silence seems to offend you.
i'm at the starting lines while you've already reached your flow state.
we're not the same.
you keep making me feel bad for tripping up.
i apologise and joke around with you.
you're always the same.
hot then cold, but always brutal.
i can't accept all of you.
i can't seem to keep you happy.
you're not impressed.
well okay, that one stung.
add it to the list of mistakes i've done.
it's hard cause i know you're right.
but you expect me to hit the ground running and i'm scared.
i hate disappointing people.
i tried to take it lightly but you still tried calling me out.
i can't be all go with the flow.
i've made more errors than i can count, but haven't we all?
honestly. haven't we all?
keep keeping scores and keep telling me your not impressed.
all i regret was trying to flatter you.
never again. you can stroke your own ego.
but my silence seems to offend you.
i'm at the starting lines while you've already reached your flow state.
we're not the same.
you keep making me feel bad for tripping up.
i apologise and joke around with you.
you're always the same.
hot then cold, but always brutal.
i can't accept all of you.
i can't seem to keep you happy.
you're not impressed.
well okay, that one stung.
add it to the list of mistakes i've done.
it's hard cause i know you're right.
but you expect me to hit the ground running and i'm scared.
i hate disappointing people.
i tried to take it lightly but you still tried calling me out.
i can't be all go with the flow.
i've made more errors than i can count, but haven't we all?
honestly. haven't we all?
keep keeping scores and keep telling me your not impressed.
all i regret was trying to flatter you.
never again. you can stroke your own ego.
I remember when I said it has you in
it.
It doesn't anymore.
I'm trying to move on.
is that ok?
It doesn't anymore.
I'm trying to move on.
is that ok?
especially
today i feel so gruesome. i don't want to catch my
reflection or remain in my own skin. especially today i
need your distraction, your decorated words of adoration. i
can't stand myself i've starved then fulled myself
to the brim. especially today i need your kindness to
overcome my bitterness. i haven't been good. talk me
out of this. help me set this straight. i don't want to
sleep but i need rest. a day has gone by and i'm still
in regret. especially today i needed
you.
