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It continues to surprise me how insensitive people can be....

To my mother: Depression does not define people, stop acting like it does.
To someone I know: If you see someone cry, don't be snarky about it...you do not have any idea what they are going through
To the rest of the world: Menatal illness is not a joke. It is NOT something to take lightly. 

R.I.P. Chester Bennington.  The world will never be the same without you....

If you or someone you know is struggling with depression and/or mental illness, please contact the national suicide prevention hotline below.
1-800-273-8255
so I'm trying to fall asleep right... and I'm thinking to myself... it's so weird that I have to pretend to be asleep to fall asleep 😴🙁




STRANGE
hOw
WE FOUND
OURSELVES
EXACTLY
WHERE WE
LEFT
OFF.



 



 
MAN,


YOU REALLY


BRING ME



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you got me tied up,

BUT

I

STAY

CLOSE

TO

THE

WINDOWS.



 MAN,

YOU REALLY


BROUGHT ME BACK


DOWN.
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 MAN,

YOU REALLY

KNOW HOW TO GET

SOMEONE


DOWN.
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I never keep my promises, it's not my fault, it's always someone else's. I'll never tell you when it hurts, just shout louder till you listen. Later on I'll cry alone. Tell you a little about it but never enough. I'll say I was annoyed, never that I was hurt. I'll tell you I don't want to speak to you anymore. Not mentioning how you never listened. You envy everything I have. What do you even know about what I have? You think I have it easy. What a carefree thought. The more you know. The more it'd hurt. Why does it always go back to that one word. Hurt.

While I was taking off my clothes, I felt the cloud. I took off my shirt and my socks and got in shower. When I was in the shower, I felt the cloud getting closer. I know it wanted to drown me. It made me want it to. I felt you behind me and it was like a knife...its blade made me shiver. I put my face in the water and my heart was breaking and I saw myself when I looked at the bottom of the tub and I watched the water go down the drain and I turned into darkness...like a liquid cloud...and I mixed with the water...and I turned gray...and I washed away down the drain...and I wanted it. The cloud made me remember the first time it came...and every time it came...and I realized I dont know who I am. And now I never will. I will never get the chance. I gave up knowing myself alone...to always be with you...but thats not why I cried. I felt so exposed when you looked at me and I hated it... and I hate that I hated it..because every time you look at me I just want to feel loved...but the cloud made me feel like everything is wrong. The cloud makes me think that I should be the darkness and turn into gray and wash down the drain...and it makes me want to never get out of bed or brush my hair and it makes my eyes red and it makes my throat hurt and it makes my heart break and I cant breathe… and really I dont know why...and it sometimes goes away….and then it always comes back. It doesnt make sense but thats what it feels like when I feel the cloud....it wraps me up in its blanket to keep me close so no one else can touch me… and when someone else does...it feels like the knife.......and this is my life.



You're always there when I need you, no matter the time. I can tell you anything, you know my everything. I can go weeks without texting you back. You're always on edge waiting. I don't know why I do it. Sometimes texting is a hassle. I know you'd understand, just a few words is all you need. But still. It's a hassle. I come back with excuses all the time. You accept them genuinely as if nothing happened. You're too good to me.

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