Feeling all the emotions at once. Still, not yet. I can't reach
out to you yet. I'm here, I'm still not there yet. Even
when you try to close the gap and make it easier for me, I'm
not the same. I'm still not there yet. You have this perfect
image of me, I almost want to distort it, prove how wrong you are.
I feel everything all at once. I know I'll always be trailing
behind. You don't mind but I do. It hasn't been fine for a
while and still. I don't know how long it'll take. I
don't want you to linger around any longer. Your hopes for me
don't align with my reality. You should wait, but it could be
an eternity. You should, but you shouldn't have to. I'm not
fine. You don't have to wait it out. I still feel everything at
once. Still, time must have stopped.