my room feels too small
i am trapped behind my face and
my voice is shaking but
there is no one here to hear it.
there is a cold clammy feeling
i feel hot but i warp myself deeper into my sheets,
i feel itchy
and unattended.
i watch the seconds tick away
i feel like i'm clocking out with them
the sky is grey and this is the
first time in a while
when something feels the way i do
i can hear the neighbors in the next house and the bird below my window
it is so loud yet so silent
my voice is shakingb but
there is no one here to hear it.
