"
wow i thought we had
something
special but then you didn’t text me back
and just ignored me and that’s when
i finally realised that someone like
me doesn’t end up with someone
like you
"
I hope that someday you find someone that gives you butterflies the moment you meet them. And that the first time you touch, it feels like electricity is running through your body. I hope that when you're with them, you never want to leave. I hope you are the first and last thing they think about every day. I hope you play it cool in front of people, but can't keep your hands off each other in private. I hope that when you give them you your heart, they don't break it. I hope that the things they tell you aren't just things you want to hear, but things they want to say. I hope that you fit in their arms better than the last piece of a puzzle, and that you always feel safe when they hold you. I hope that when you fight, you fight hard, but that when you love, you love harder. I hope that once you find them, you can't picture your life without them. I hope that they take your breath away. I hope that, together, you create happiness. I hope that with them, you're not afraid of the future, but excited for it. I hope that, every day, they tell you how much they love you. I hope that when you find them, you realize if before it's too late. I hope that you take them and love them and never let them go. I hope you find it.
-Lauren M. Smith
I haven't been on this website since middle school, so bear with me.
If any of you have any questions at all about high school, or just life in general, feel free to comment (or however you guys communicate on here now), and I will try to get back to you as soon as possible.
Advice, help, resources, any questions at all, I got your back.
You all have the potential to do great things in high school, all you have to do is try.
nmf
I live my life in A minor
a sadness I treasure
the sun never shines through my window
A part of me that died
left me a widow that just won't wear black
I live my life in A minor
and I hear all of my songs come true
Avoiding human interaction
when I don't get paid for it
No smile in pictures
when I take them of myself
Staying inside all day
because I find no sensation
I grew accostumed to the doom
of someone slowly fading
away in their room
It's sad, for you, it's a waste
you probably never tried
to dwell in your own place
question what you've been taught
accept nothing that's free
never participate in the lottery
why would anyone give you anything?
It is not the nature of men
Yes, the earth is beautiful
there's a lot to catch up on
watch me as I catch up on it
in cafes, book stores,
my whole day off
reading, writing
letting happen
avoiding my phone
Vibration Training:
there's no department of
Keeping Forever yet
so you learn to forget,
set to reset
train to get fat
You are destined to be gone
Coming and going is the same
that you can take nobody with you
is the only difference
Nobody, except the music in your head
the music stays
it is your only companion
