just sitting around in my anxiety
ill stop wearing black when they invent a darker color
"i
don't believe you"
there
were
so many
things
i wanted
to say
to you
"i am in love with
you"
"you are not in
love with me"
"you and i loved
each other"
"and then you broke my heart"
"and then you broke my heart"
normal people scare me
"
wow i thought we had
something
special but then you didn’t text me back
and just ignored me and that’s when
i finally realised that someone like
me doesn’t end up with someone
like you
"
itch me
mad
i have to close the closet
or my brain will itch me mad
i have to count the knives
or i might do something bad
i have to tap the table
even on both hands
i have to do it right
or my brain will itch me mad
itch me mad
itch me mad
