I don't want to
kill your happiness
with my sadness
so I'll keep my distance
because what i say is not what i
think and how i act is not
how i feel and i am lost
in a sea of self expression
because i am not who i want
to be
My head is spining out of control,the confusment and thoughts are
beating me, there screaming, thing I can not understand but yet
it still hurts...And now as my thoughts began to sort out I
wonder to myself and hope for a better day to come.