I can honestly say I've never felt this awful in my
life before. I couldn't look at you without crying my eyes
out...knowing how mad I made you. I like to please people so it
hurts me to see loved ones upset and I care so much that it hurts
so much. I can't even look myself in the mirror, just looking
at myself makes me mad again. I can change things, I've done
it before of course I can do that again. I'll find a new way
to manage, I know I will.
There is a difference between fighting to the death and healthy
competition. There is a difference between giving someone work
they cant do and giving someone a challenge. There is a
difference between someone having so much work they get two hours
of sleep and enough to keep them busy. There is a difference
between having a breakdown and being stressed. There is a
difference between being pushed past your limits to make your
school look good on standardized tests and doing your best work.
There is a difference between school and learning.
I miss you a
little,
I guess you could say;
a little too often,
and a little more each day.
I guess you could say;
a little too often,
and a little more each day.
