I miss
you so
bad it hurts...I want
to be with
you...but we know
it will never
happen...so
I sit here now after
speaking with you, dealing
with all the miles of thoughts
you helped me
fight off while
you were awake, but
you're human too
and need
sleep...so
I'm left
alone again...alone with my
thoughts and confused tears...with a
few friends...friends that
will destroy me if I let
them...
I am twisted
I am a monster