men are so confusing. like, okay I
asked this guy why he all of sudden
stopped seeming interested. didn't
answer the actual question, so I then
asked if he even wanted to hangout
at all anymore.
the conversation:
him: I do but I don't. I don't know what I want.
me: well, why do you not want to hangout?
there's at least a reason why you wouldn't
want to, right? I won't push.. I just want to know.
him: I like you, I just don't see a relationship
working out. I don't want to play you or do fwb
because you deserve more than that. and I'm
nothing special.
me: you don't see a relationship working? why?
(really curious.) and saying that someone
"deserves"
more is such a cop-out way to reject them. I really
like
you so I don't care if I deserve more or not.
him: I'm just terrible at relationships. I get
tired
of them quick and end up hurting the other person.
like, guys, he said he liked me BUT HE REFUSES
TO TRY IT BECAUSE HE IS TERRIBLE AT BEING
A BOYFRIEND. f.uck my life. I even gave him this
motivational pep talk that sent in like 10 different texts,
and he said he appreciated the pep talk but he still
didn't know but they were strong words. like,
WHAT.