I had to get over [him]. For months now, a stone had been
sitting on my heart. I'd shed a lot of tears over [him],
lost a lot of sleep, eaten a lot of cake batter. Somehow, I had
to move on. [Life] would be hell if I didn't shake loose
from the grip he had on my heart. I most definitely didn't
want to keep feeling this way.
It's like you give so much. But nothing comes back. And
you love so hard. But they don't love back. That pain will
make you cry, make you feel that you could cry. But you're
still here. Still standing.
I had discovered that there was something more painful than
falling in love with someone who hasn't fallen for you,
because they either have no interest, or its bad timing and
knowing that you can't be able to do anything about
it.
I'm so scared that
I'm going to fall in love with you.
You say things that make my heart beat so hard, I think it's
trying to make an escape for you.
You say things that constantly linger in my mind, floating around
my ever crowded head.
But to you, I am no one.
Just a girl who happens to have
appeared and shaken up your world
slightly.