"Jump", it says.
"Go on, no one is stopping you", it continues. .
. . I agreed...
No one is stopping me. . .I could do as offered right
now! I'm ready
I close my eyes, think of my runaway home, and smile.
My eyes open...and...i'm still where I hated.
"Jump", it says again.
. . .My feet arent moving, but my bones are dying.
Why wont i move?
What's stopping me? No one.
If I'm the one stopping
myself...Doesn't that make me a no
"do you know the feeling when you look at someone and your stomach
suddenly starts caving in on itself? (and even if it's for a
second) you literally cannot breathe. do you know how it feels when
your mind draws a blank? your throat, then, tightens up like a
coiled rope gripping around a suffocating neck. no? well, even if
you don't, you should know that that's what you do to me."
Don't lie to me.
You can't love me.
If so, you'll leave.
For someone else.
It's always the case.
No one can love me.
I'm not worth anything.
Many are better.
Just leave before it gets too bad.
I don't wanna be hurt even more.