Unworthy Quotes

"Jump", it says.
"Go on, no one is stopping you", it continues. . . .
I agreed...
No one is stopping me. . .I could do as offered right now!
I'm ready
I close my eyes, think of my runaway home, and smile.
My eyes open...and...i'm still where I hated.
"Jump", it says again.
"Jump"
"Jump"
. . .My feet arent moving, but my bones are dying.
Shaking.
Jumping themselves.
Why wont i move?
What's stopping me?
No one.
Exactly.
If I'm the one stopping myself...Doesn't that make me a no one?

"do you know the feeling when you look at someone and your stomach suddenly starts caving in on itself? (and even if it's for a second) you literally cannot breathe. do you know how it feels when your mind draws a blank? your throat, then, tightens up like a coiled rope gripping around a suffocating neck. no? well, even if you don't, you should know that that's what you do to me."

Things I am:

- stupid
- fat
- liar
- unworthy
- friendless
- lazy
- weak
- lifeless
- ugly
- unwanted
- dying
- mistake
- uncaring
- cruel
- cold
- worhless
- failure
- rude
- pretensious
- drama-queen