Don't lie to me.
You can't love me.
If so, you'll leave.
For someone else.
It's always the case.
No one can love me.
I'm hopeless.
I'm unworthy.
I'm not worth anything.
Many are better.
Just leave before it gets too bad.
I don't wanna be hurt even more.
"Jump", it says.
"Go on, no one is stopping you", it continues. .
. . I agreed...
No one is stopping me. . .I could do as offered right
now! I'm ready
I close my eyes, think of my runaway home, and smile.
My eyes open...and...i'm still where I hated.
"Jump", it says again.
"Jump"
"Jump"
. . .My feet arent moving, but my bones are dying.
Shaking.
Jumping themselves.
Why wont i move?
What's stopping me? No one.
Exactly.
If I'm the one stopping
myself...Doesn't that make me a no
one?
I just read through all of my best friends Witty posts.. I'm an
awful friend. I didn't know how much she was hurting. I didn't
know a lot of things. I just wonder how much of I friend in
really am. :/