Using Mr Parker
♥ Logan
♥
C h a p t
e r 42
I suggest listening to 'I won't give up' by Jason Mraz while reading this
Love is a four letter word,
love is something that is illustrated so simply.
Some people think that when you find
that special person that nothing could go wrong, nothing could
break you apart but I don't think thats true. When you find
that special someone thinks will break you apart, things will
make you scream and things will make you smile but these things
just make us stronger.
Everything that Zach and I have gone through only shows how
strong we are, we will over come anything that is thrown our
way.
I never really understood the word love, I would ponder and
ponder but never had I thought that the person you fall in love
with is would become that special to you.
Quite honestly, I would give my left arm for Zach.
I was lying with him on his couch and had just finished telling
him what happened with my dad. We were sitting in comfortable
silence, we didn't need to say anything to enjoy this moment.
Our legs were tangled with each other and my head was on his
chest, his heart beat was soothing.
“You're amazing, you know
that?” I blushed.
“You're prettyvdamn amazing as well,” I told him.
His eyes met mine, they were enthralling in the most amazing way.
He didn't reply, he just smiled and kissed my
forehead.
“Tomorrow, at school, when I
put up two fingers look around wherever we are for something
written in green,” he told me.
“What?” I asked,
confused.
“Just do it,” he
demanded.
“You're so weird,” I
laughed.
“If I remember, a couple of
minutes ago you were telling me how amazing I am,” he
winked and kissed me.
I had never kissed anyone except Zach but I wondered would it
still feel this special? Would I be left breathless and with my
heart fluttering after each and every kiss? Would I feel the
sparks and fireworks?
I asked myself those questions, knowing the answer.
No.
***
I was sitting in Zachs class, we gave each other sly glances
occasionally. “I'm going to hand Jackeline a paper and
she's going to pass it back. I want everybody to write one
thing down, something that you're too scared to tell your
peers. You can write it anonymously, no one will know you wrote
it,” Zach told the class.
“Why are we doing this,
Sir?” Somebody from the back called out.
“Because,” Zach
shrugged, leaving me curious. He handed Jackeline a piece of
paper and she scribbled something on it, handing it back. Soon it
came to me and I immediately knew what I would write.
I love him in a way no one would
understand
I
looked up at Zach and smiled, he put two fingers up and I
remembered our conversation from when I was at this apartment. He
told me when we were in class and he put two fingers up to look
around and find anything written in a green pen. I looked around
but couldn't find anything and then my eyes flickered to the
paper. In green writing, right at the bottom, was written:
I won't give up on
us