I don't really know why I bother
talking.
I get talked over by everyone I care
about.
I barely have a voice.
I'm a listener.
I'm to quiet.
I barely have a voice.
I'm a listener.
I'm to quiet.
Raise your words,
n o t y o u r v o i c e .
It is rain that grows flowers,
n o t t h u n d e r
Nuclear weapons are making peace in the voice of fear,
which in hindsight is not really peace at all.
I know I haven’t called you back in a week but I had a
good reason. You asked me why my hands were shaking so damn hard
and I couldn’t find the words to tell you that sometimes when
two stars collide they form a black hole and your voice is my
favorite song and the way your lip quivers when you’re about to
cry makes my bones feel like they’re snapping in half and I
love you too much to spit the black soul sucking mass of
nothingness I feel growing in my chest into your mouth because
you’re the brightest thing in the sky and my eyes are closed
but I can still see myself burning out and I’m so sorry but I
can’t kiss you tonight.
being schizophrenic is comforting
you'll never be alone
ever
we will always watch you over you
and decide whether or not
you'll be okay in the situation
you might think you're crazy
but you are a gift from the gods
and a queen of literature.
-my schziophrenic diary.
july 14th 2014, 11:23 pm est
normal=me thinking
italics=hallucinations
you'll never be alone
ever
we will always watch you over you
and decide whether or not
you'll be okay in the situation
you might think you're crazy
but you are a gift from the gods
and a queen of literature.
-my schziophrenic diary.
july 14th 2014, 11:23 pm est
normal=me thinking
italics=hallucinations
Please don't forget
the
songs we listened to
or t h e t h i n g
s w e
t a
l k e d a b o u t. [ P l e a s e
d o n
' t
f o r
g e t ]
my smile, or my voice.
PleASe DON'T Forget me. ♥
my smile, or my voice.
PleASe DON'T Forget me. ♥
When you become really close to someone, you can hear their voice
in your head when you read their texts.
