Don't you go get it twisted.
Forgiving
is NOT
Forgetting
Before you date me... You need to understand that I'm damaged. I get triggered easily. I have struggled with things. There are nights when i'm curled up in a ball on the floor and i won't talk to anyone. I'll shut you out. I'm not going to be able to trust you for a while, because everyone has always left, cheated,or chosen someone else. I will need reassurance. I will need you, I will need you to keep choosing me, I'll need you to care when i text you saying I'm getting bad again. I'm a lot, i know this... So before you think i'm always happy, that i'll always be positive, that i'll always be smiling, know the reality before you get involved. Don't enter my life if you can't handle it, Lastly, don't you dare touch my heart if you aren't ready for that.
CHANGE
YOUR MIND
AGAIN,
I'LL BURN
LIKE A
WILDFIRE.
Please don't remove this, or make it invisible!
Image is from tumblr, original photographer unknown.
and
Thanks for
All The
Make- Believe,
The Memorites
of You
and Me
KICKING AND
SCREAMING
(format by Cosima2)
- if you didn't miss me last week don't say you miss me when I'm dead
- don't try to guilt me out of being sad by telling me to consider how my sadness makes you feel
- if you hurt me intentionally I don't care how sorry you are
- telling me I'm pretty will never make me feel better
