when I find out that my friends are sad it makes me
really sad knowing that I can relate to them and i still refuse
to open up. i can't be vulnerable, i can't be weak, i can't deal
with it on my own but i can't deal with it with the help of
anyone else.
I guess I'm just tired.
Tired of being talked about behind my back.
Tired of being laughed at.
Tired of being made fun of.
Tired of feeling ugly.
Tired of feeling unloved.
Tired of no one caring.
Tired of pretending to be happy when all i want to do is cry.
I don't normally like people touching me or knowing
how I feel, but every now and then, I just need a hug. Sometimes
I just need to know that someone is there for me. Sometimes the
strong ones, get weak and need some support. Do I even have
anyone here for me?