Her last word~ Courtney Parker Just an average girl She always wore
a smile She was cheerful and happy for a short while Now she's
older, things are getting colder Life's not what she though, she
wishes someone had told her She told you she was down, you let it
slip by So from then on she kept it on the inside She told herself
she was alright But she was telling white lies Can't you tell? Look
at her dull eyes Tried to stop herself from crying almost every
night But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright Summer
came by, all she wore was long sleeves 'Cause those cuts on her
wrists were bleeding through you see She knew she was depressed,
didn't want to admit it Didn't think she fit it, everyone seemed to
miss it She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound Bleeding
out from every cut her body consumed She had no friends at school,
all alone she sat And if someone were to notice she would blame the
cat But those cuts on her wrist, they were no mistake But no one
cared enough to save her from this self hate Things were going
down, never really up And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut
She knew exactly what she had to do next Just stand on that chair
and tie the rope around her neck She wrote a letter with her hands
shaking wild "Look at me now, are you proud of your precious
child?" But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame It
was the world that should bow down it's head in shame She stood up
on the chair and looked out at the moon Just don't think, it'll all
be over soon The chair fell down as she took her final breath It's
all over, all gone, now she's greeting death Her Mum walks in, she
falls down to the floor And now nothing can take back what she just
saw The little girl that she raised is just hanging there Her
body's pale and her face is violently bare She sees the note and
unfolds it with care All she does is stare, "How can this be fair?"
She starts reading as the tears roll down her face "I'm sorry Mum
but this world is just not my place I've tried for so long to fix
this and fit in I've come to realise this world's full of sin
There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space I've got no
reason to stay here with this awful race It's a disgrace, I was
misplaced Born in the wrong time, and in the wrong place It's okay
though, 'cause you'll see me soon You'll know when your time has
come, just look at the moon As it shines bright, throughout the
night And remember everyone's facing their own fight But I can't
deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter You'll make it through the
night, just hug your pillow tighter So let the world know, that I
died in vein Because the world around me, is the one to blame And I
know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone 'Cause I'm not really
something to be dwelled on That's what they use to tell me, all
those kids at school So I'm going by the law majority rules My
presence on this earth is not needed any longer And if anything, I
hope this makes you stronger You're the best friend, that I ever
had Such a shame I had to make you so very sad But just remember
that you meant everything to me And to my heart, you're the only
one that held the key Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space
to write And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight I'm
watching over you, from the clouds above And sending down the
purest and whitest dove To watch over you, and be my helpful eye So
this is it world, goodbye."