It's not about your name. It's not about your wallet size.
It's not about your jean size. It's not about your
GPA. It's none of that; forget those things.
Find happiness. Find purpose.
Just live.
reasons for my misery:
• boys
• being fat
At McDonald when they say
‘sorry about your wait’
they really mean
‘sorry about your weight’
‘sorry about your wait’
they really mean
‘sorry about your weight’
Because I'm skinny,
people automatically think I'm healthy. I'm not.
I have an overactive metabolism. Among many other symptoms, I have unexplained weight loss. I'm only 92 pounds and I'm still losing weight, despite what I eat. Don't you dare say I'm lucky, because I'm not. I don't even have enough body fat to keep myself warm in 40 degree weather when it's raining even if I'm wearing two shirts, a sweatshirt, leggings, sweatpants, and have a blanket wrapped around me. So don't assume weight is a sign of health, because that isn't necessarily the case.
I have an overactive metabolism. Among many other symptoms, I have unexplained weight loss. I'm only 92 pounds and I'm still losing weight, despite what I eat. Don't you dare say I'm lucky, because I'm not. I don't even have enough body fat to keep myself warm in 40 degree weather when it's raining even if I'm wearing two shirts, a sweatshirt, leggings, sweatpants, and have a blanket wrapped around me. So don't assume weight is a sign of health, because that isn't necessarily the case.
10 years old
fatty meal and chubby thighs
runway models with bones well defined
Saying no to a burger and chips
after all A moment on the lips, a life time on the hips.
12 years old
balanced meals and pinching thighs
brain washed friends with pro ana
and wanting to hurl
after all Boys don't like fat girls.
14 years old
skipping meals thinner thighs
five miles run for one cube of cheese
counting calories, not wanting meals
after all nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.
16 years old
no meals and gap in thighs
arms like matchsticks, poking out ribs
size two dress and body so mini
after all everything looks good on skinny.
(EJ.)
fatty meal and chubby thighs
runway models with bones well defined
Saying no to a burger and chips
after all A moment on the lips, a life time on the hips.
12 years old
balanced meals and pinching thighs
brain washed friends with pro ana
and wanting to hurl
after all Boys don't like fat girls.
14 years old
skipping meals thinner thighs
five miles run for one cube of cheese
counting calories, not wanting meals
after all nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.
16 years old
no meals and gap in thighs
arms like matchsticks, poking out ribs
size two dress and body so mini
after all everything looks good on skinny.
(EJ.)
If you
see this, you're beautiful. <3 format by:
OhHoePleas
I
wish my weight was as low as my self-esteem.
You shouldn't judge.
Some people can't lose weight.
Some people can't gain weight.
Society says you should have a perfect body.
When in reality there's no perfect body.
Perfection doesn't exist.
People should stop looking for it.
I hate seeing girls hating how they look,
based on the opinions of others.
STOP!
You're beautiful.
You only have one body.
You're going to have it until the day you die.
Instead of finding negatives find the positives.
When someone compliments you, thank them.
Stop trying to please others.
Please yourself.
Be happy with yourself.
When you die,
People aren't going to remember you as
“the fat one” or “she was so skinny”
They will remember you by the friendships
You made and the things you acheived.
You are so beautiful.
Always remember that.
When did our
worth start
being defined by a grade,
by the number on scale?
When did a
passing grade
become more
important than
the state of our
mental health?
When did we start hating
getting up in the morning?
Where did our love for learning
go, it seems that the people
in charge killed it long ago.
All that matters is
if the scales are low,
and the grades are high;
then the people in your life
can feel like they did something
right.
Your parents can think
they raised the person society
wants;
and your teachers think
they did their
job, because
you got an "A"
on a paper,
or a test.
It doesn't matter if
you startved yourself,
and it doesn't matter
if you popped some
pills to stay up all night
and write that paper, or
study for that test.
All that matter is
the letter in the
grade book;
all that matters is
if they get to go to
bed feeling like they
did something right.
All that matters is if
you get a degree,
even if that means
losing your last
degree of sanity.
(DS)
being defined by a grade,
by the number on scale?
When did a
passing grade
become more
important than
the state of our
mental health?
When did we start hating
getting up in the morning?
Where did our love for learning
go, it seems that the people
in charge killed it long ago.
All that matters is
if the scales are low,
and the grades are high;
then the people in your life
can feel like they did something
right.
Your parents can think
they raised the person society
wants;
and your teachers think
they did their
job, because
you got an "A"
on a paper,
or a test.
It doesn't matter if
you startved yourself,
and it doesn't matter
if you popped some
pills to stay up all night
and write that paper, or
study for that test.
All that matter is
the letter in the
grade book;
all that matters is
if they get to go to
bed feeling like they
did something right.
All that matters is if
you get a degree,
even if that means
losing your last
degree of sanity.
(DS)
Dieting tip:
1. Make a list of people who constantly make you feel crappy
about your weight on purpose.
2. Cut them out of your life.
3. You'll have lost hundreds of pounds of idiots.
4. Enjoy.
2. Cut them out of your life.
3. You'll have lost hundreds of pounds of idiots.
4. Enjoy.
Love is key to a long and happy
life.
Excuse me, I need to go die in a corner after I weep my weight in tears.
Excuse me, I need to go die in a corner after I weep my weight in tears.
