& I live for the moment to see you
again.
& I live for the moment just to see you smile.
But most of all, I live for the moment for you to
tell me how much I mean to you.
Or whether I mean anything to you at all....
& I live for the moment just to see you smile.
But most of all, I live for the moment for you to
tell me how much I mean to you.
Or whether I mean anything to you at all....
it's been quite a while since we've
known each other. it's been quite a while since you've
trusted me with anything. you're the only person who knows my
biggest secrets. you're the only person i actually tell
things too. you're one of the very few
people i talk to. you're one of
the very few people i can actually tolerate.
but even after i tell you that i trust you with my life, you
still don't talk to me about anything other than your
favourite boybands. rather, you talk to people who you don't
talk to you as much as me, about things you'd never tell me.
right infront of my face like i'm not even there. like
i'm just some ghost who tells you all her secrets but you
can't tell her anything. like a speck of dust that catches
your attention when you sneeze but disregard once you recover. it
hurts. it hurts to know that i can trust you with my life but you
can't trust me with a single
thing.
I have
this problem
of being
worried
about
nothing
and then
trying
to play
it off
like
I'm okay
until
I start
to believe
it.
"I'm tired of trying, sick of crying, I know I've been
smiling, but inside I'm dying"
Looking through quotes from my old Witty accounts from like 3 years ago and it's horrible that I felt depressed back then...
I feel
so empty
and
hollow,
with
no path
to follow.
All
I know
is I'm
spiraling
out
of control.
I'm
falling
apart
at the
seams.
BUT REALLY, WHAT HAPPENS
when all you do is cry?
It's like no
matter how hard I try
I always lose everyone who's important to me.
I always lose everyone who's important to me.
No
One
Cares
One
Cares
