I wish I could be skinny.
I wish I could be pretty.
I wish I could be nice.
I wish I could be trusted.
I wish I could like myself.
I wish I didn’t always hurt people.
I wish I wasn’t selfish.
I wish I could buy people things.
I wish I could make people smile.
I wish I didn’t hate life.
I wish I didn’t hate everyone.
I wish I didn’t want to die.
I wish I could make people happier, not more upset.
I just wish I didn’t exist.
Maybe then I could make people happier.