I'm always afraid when people
say I'll carry you.
I don't want to be carried or
saved.
what I want is for someone to
figure out how to get close to me without feeling the need to
carry me.
someone to be myself with in every
way who know my faults but won't let me drown anyway
but let's be honest isn't
that what we all want
I wonder
what
it would
be like
if one
day I
could
stop
feeling
pain
when
I see
you
with
someone
else.
I wonder what it would be like to wake up and the first sight is your beautiful eye
I wonder what it would be like to be able to be everything you've wanted and more
I wonder how far fetched the thing I am wondering are
I wonder what it would be like to wake up and the first sight is your beautiful eye
I wonder what it would be like to be able to be everything you've wanted and more
I wonder how far fetched the thing I am wondering are
my life lately has consisted of:
trying to get a job (I'm really failing.
I am going to have to dye my hair to
black or something, and that is going
to be so sad.) trying to get the guy I
am smitten with, to like me again.
trying to get a new car (because my
truck gets like 13 mpg at best. but I'm
trying to get a hummer so you know
ain't gonna be much better.) and also
trying to get my desktop to work with
witty? it won't let me post anything lol
(and I'm literally too lazy to charge my
laptop to use that, and I just hate mobile.)
trying to get a job (I'm really failing.
I am going to have to dye my hair to
black or something, and that is going
to be so sad.) trying to get the guy I
am smitten with, to like me again.
trying to get a new car (because my
truck gets like 13 mpg at best. but I'm
trying to get a hummer so you know
ain't gonna be much better.) and also
trying to get my desktop to work with
witty? it won't let me post anything lol
(and I'm literally too lazy to charge my
laptop to use that, and I just hate mobile.)
