Your darkest secrets lay within a dream. Most say they never dream
but deja vu is nothing more then an ellipse of a dream you never
wanted to face. Every night your mind lay awake. It replays moments
that you emotionally play through the day.
Your darkest secrets lay within a dream. That dream the was so sad
you woke up in tears. That dream that was so scary you woke up in a
state of sleep paralysis that not even a mother hugs could fix. You
don't believe that those monsters are real until the mean girl
spreads a rumor or the thing you wanted most in your whole life
slips between your fingers.
Your darkest secrets lay within your dreams. That moment of goodbye
that plays on repeat without skipping a beat. The acceident that
never seems to fade from minds eye. They lay in your dreams waiting
for the day that you see that everything happens for a reason. That
reason may simply be: its not always meant to be the way you
planned but you will get to where you need to be.
You ask my why all of my writing sounds
sad, but you don't understand the way it
manifests. The way my words are strung
fairy lights, in an empty house at
midnight, trying to make all of the dark
edges beautiful again. ☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾