Here comes 2 days of not eating, sleeping, or being able to focus
in class or volleyball. And then coming home and crying my eyes
out. You don't see how much this hurts me.
TODAY
Is a crazy day.
I had a bad dream.
I couldnt eat cereal cuz there was no milk.
I hit my tiny toe on my bed..(it still hurts)
There was no chocolate!! =c
A n0ob boy steals my net.
My fav shirt had a stain.
My dog was sick.
My lunch was ew.
AND ALL THIS HAPPEN
in the middle of the day.
Imagine the rest of my day. >.<
Diary Entry (3) April 18th, 2013
Dear Diary,
Worst. Day. Ever. I almost didn't even make an entry because it's been an emotional day. So, Carsen read my email saying that I liked him. Keep in mind we've been friends for 3 years. You would think you know someone by then. He sat down next to me today and said, "You did a bad job of hiding it. I knew you liked me." Then the people around started saying stuff like, "Oh, do you like her back?" You know what he said? He said, "I wouldn't date her in a million years. I'd rather walk home from school which is really far away than date her. She can't do anything to be my type. Ever." Can you fully understand how much this hurts? I almost broke down and started crying right there. I kept myself from crying, though, because I didn't want him to see me in tears. When I got home, I locked myself in the bathroom and just cried. I've been in tears off and on the whole rest of the day. And I know what you're thinking, Oh he's an a$$. You could do so much better. But the thing is, I loved him. I honestly, truly, fell in love in love with him, and for him to just completely shut me out after it took me 3 years to actually fess up how I felt for him hurts more than anything. I'm slowly falling apart, dear diary. I don't know what to do.
Worst day ever..
Can't wait until the weekend
Can't wait until the weekend
Finding out
that
your best friend is
moving...
your best friend is
moving...
