The sunken in couch cushions remind me of
your absence when it's late at night, and I'm
waiting for texts that won't come. Somewhere
you're asleep in a bed that we should've been
sharing, but the only thing that fills the
places your warm breath should have been is
the dull ringing in my ears from your silence. ☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾
Lately I've just lost all my motivation to actively study.
I'm only doing the bare minimum which I know is nowhere near
enough. I need to get my act together but I'm just so
exhausted. I know things will work themselves out and I will
eventually get to where I need to be. Just right now I'm sad
and stressed. Right now I hate it. I'll be better soon. But the
right now. It sucks.