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what am i to you?
does this even matter?
it won't work out unless you change.
this sucks!
you're not
really good
at comforting me,
you know?
Life Is Not Easy For Lazy People. I Wish They Should Have Sense Toward Life And They Do Something.

i think i'll look back and laugh
i just want to know the reason
i'll probably look back and laugh
i just want to know the reason
surely i'll look back and laugh

will the reason be because
it worked out
well or differently?

i want to know the reason.

when we don't text i feel this knot in my stomach.
i think i am already   attached to you.
even if there's others on your roster...
i just don't know how to overcome you.
i want you to lock eyes with me   +   tell it to me straight.
it's okay if you smile, but i just need to hear it from you.
otherwise this all doesn't matter.
it
would have all just been another one of those things.
i never want to lose you,
i never want to lose touch.
i never want to ignore you or awkwardly walk past.
i think that would break me,
so i don't like to think about it too much.

i think i understand you better than myself.
i think i love you more than anything else.

 

"Here and Gone August"

Leaf green’s the shaky scrape of a tree’s arm

raking against the window.

Brushing back and forth

with each and every blowing breeze, gust or gale.

These the humid doldrums of here and gone August.

A tree's hands can be so thin,

his arms are sticks.

They look anorexic.

 
it's never been this bad. 
i'm really attached this time.
when anyone asks if were together i just brush it off, but it's really bad.

when i slip into a daydream, it's always involving you.
when i see something sweet, i always share it with you.
when i'm having trouble sleeping, i always text you.
when i'm stressed out, i've found myself leaning on you.
it's really never been this bad.

to be honest, it's really never been this good. 
i'm just anxiously anticipating the part where it goes sour,
so i keep telling myself 'this is so bad'.
because it's dangerous. if this ends, i don't know how i'll make it without you.
i almost don't want to write this but i remind myself this isn't for you. this is for my own release.
time and time again i gave second chances. a part of me has completely turned away from you now.
you won't get anything more than surface level from me anymore.
i hadn't seen this side of you for a while so i forgot how awful you could be.
no compassion or empathy. just relentless nagging and no care to my feelings at all.
you didn't care to think that i had been overworked.
you didn't care to think that i was holding back so i didn't burst into tears there and then.
you never say sorry cause you never think you're wrong.
but you were wrong. the way you acted wasn't okay.
everyone else felt the tense air and told me it wasn't right.
i hate when you act like that and expect me to treat you like normal after. that's not fair.
it's not fair for you to have unrealistic expectations and drain me, scold me, bother me for not reaching them.
i'm so over that attitude that you show when you feel like enough hasn't been done.
i'm mostly hurt that i was working so many days, and each day still worked overtime to get things done.
meanwhile you were off and didn't think at all about the hell i'd gone through when i was alone.
you didn't think of the fact that i was physically and mentally drained. 
you were just focussing on what else needed to be done.
just nitpicking and repeating the same points over and over. no response i gave satisfied you.
i knew you just wanted me to agree, that i was in the wrong, that you weren't asking for much.
no. you were expecting to come back to everything being perfect. 
you were expecting a 4 man job out of 3 people.
you knew the only way that would happen was if i were to bend myself backwards even more, stay back at work even more and bleed myself dry even more.
i deserve an apology. not that look on your face.
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