so, apparently my sister was
her boss about how bad my anxiety is, and
she said "oh.. yeeeaahh.. retail is not for her."
like, can I just take a minute to say that there
is literally nothing out there that would be for
me? what the f.uck is a good job for people
that just can't function outside of their house?
if I ever applied to a job, and got a call back, I
would not last. I would honestly start crying
on the way to the interview and beg my mom
to call and cancel. retail isn't for me, I know
that, I worked in retail and it was hell- even
with the special treatment (my mom was
my boss. no interview, and she didn't make
me run register. I was strictly stocking the
shelves. I still could barely do it.) but what is
for me? noting. and that is sad.