what if i stopped caring?
but my silence seems to offend you.
i'm at the starting lines while you've already reached your flow state.
we're not the same.
you keep making me feel bad for tripping up.
i apologise and joke around with you.
you're always the same.
hot then cold, but always brutal.
i can't accept all of you.
i can't seem to keep you happy.
you're not impressed.
well okay, that one stung.
add it to the list of mistakes i've done.
it's hard cause i know you're right.
but you expect me to hit the ground running and i'm scared.
i hate disappointing people.
i tried to take it lightly but you still tried calling me out.
i can't be all go with the flow.
i've made more errors than i can count, but haven't we all?
honestly. haven't we all?
keep keeping scores and keep telling me your not impressed.
all i regret was trying to flatter you.
never again. you can stroke your own ego.
but my silence seems to offend you.
i'm at the starting lines while you've already reached your flow state.
we're not the same.
you keep making me feel bad for tripping up.
i apologise and joke around with you.
you're always the same.
hot then cold, but always brutal.
i can't accept all of you.
i can't seem to keep you happy.
you're not impressed.
well okay, that one stung.
add it to the list of mistakes i've done.
it's hard cause i know you're right.
but you expect me to hit the ground running and i'm scared.
i hate disappointing people.
i tried to take it lightly but you still tried calling me out.
i can't be all go with the flow.
i've made more errors than i can count, but haven't we all?
honestly. haven't we all?
keep keeping scores and keep telling me your not impressed.
all i regret was trying to flatter you.
never again. you can stroke your own ego.
I broke it again
Your story isn't who you wanted to be
Your story isn't who you wanted to be
I remember when I said it has you in
it.
It doesn't anymore.
I'm trying to move on.
is that ok?
It doesn't anymore.
I'm trying to move on.
is that ok?
I said I had skin in
the game. I never said it was mine.
Every synonym for
'ersatz' is superior to it.
especially
today i feel so gruesome. i don't want to catch my
reflection or remain in my own skin. especially today i
need your distraction, your decorated words of adoration. i
can't stand myself i've starved then fulled myself
to the brim. especially today i need your kindness to
overcome my bitterness. i haven't been good. talk me
out of this. help me set this straight. i don't want to
sleep but i need rest. a day has gone by and i'm still
in regret. especially today i needed
you.
There are worse places to
have a monkey than on your back.
