i'm sorry my brain has turned to mush, i promise it wasn't always this way.
my cheeks are red, my brain must have overheated.
i can't even rhyme anymore.
you can hold my hand and heart whenever you want.
i think i like you a lot.
i want to keep seeing the light in your eyes
and pretending to hear the words that you speak.
i'm constantly distracted by your smile.
i'll nod along until you catch on.
toxic.
cause if i press this button and re-open this wound, maybe then it'll get to you. but if i say it hurts and you say it again a little louder, how can we expect a different next chapter? we're both at it again, as certain as sunrise and set. sometimes you're cool and i'm too hot. mostly we're just burning red, blowing off steam and becoming who we said we're not. how'd we learn to vent this way? we're childish and immature. even during this argument i want to kiss you just to spite you. but you're getting teary and pouty as you continue to tell me off. we take turns with caving in and tonight i'm the first one 0n my knees. i can never win when you're like this; it makes me feel especially sorry. now eye to eye it's like our demons have left us. we'll apologise, cook dinner and decide what gifts the cash in the swear jar can afford us.
cause if i press this button and re-open this wound, maybe then it'll get to you. but if i say it hurts and you say it again a little louder, how can we expect a different next chapter? we're both at it again, as certain as sunrise and set. sometimes you're cool and i'm too hot. mostly we're just burning red, blowing off steam and becoming who we said we're not. how'd we learn to vent this way? we're childish and immature. even during this argument i want to kiss you just to spite you. but you're getting teary and pouty as you continue to tell me off. we take turns with caving in and tonight i'm the first one 0n my knees. i can never win when you're like this; it makes me feel especially sorry. now eye to eye it's like our demons have left us. we'll apologise, cook dinner and decide what gifts the cash in the swear jar can afford us.
i heard a tune and i
hummed along, instinctually i just hummed along. i heard his
voice and i sung along. without much thought i sang along.
and when i felt this breeze, i put my jacket on. i hugged it
on. you see how things have changed? now i simply carry on. i
don't try to fight it. i just carry
on.
𝕶𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝕺𝖋 𝕹𝖔𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊
𝓗𝓸𝔀 𝓭𝓸𝓮𝓼 𝓲𝓽 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓽𝓸 𝓫𝓮 𝓭𝓲𝓯𝓯𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓶𝓮?𝓐𝓻𝓮 𝔀𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓪𝓶𝓮?𝓗𝓸𝔀 𝓭𝓸𝓮𝓼 𝓲𝓽 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵?
