Amenah

Status: spacebound
Joined: January 30, 2011
Last Seen: 6 years
user id: 150130


reporting to earth for the last time. this is astronaut amenah, over and out.

Quotes by Amenah

i am a toxic wasteland
and you are over-estimating your hardiness.
i think it's time for you to  g i v e   u p  n o w .  




you're going to hate me
 


And you look in the mirror, and you stretch the skin on your cheekbones; watch as your fingers pull your eyes from shape to shape to shape. And you tell that person staring back at you, with sharp cheekbones and dull dead eyes, you say to that person
you dont have to die
                               you don't have to die
it's going to get better
                     it's going to heal
you don't have to die
And you turn away from the mirror, and drop your hands.

 


              s t r e s s e d 


                                                                                                                           o p p r e s s e d
    


                                                n o t   e v e n   w e l l   d r e s s e d 

  


I'm giving myself whiplash with how quickly I'm changing from one person to the next. One second I'm this type of kid and a few months later I have to fix things up again because I've changed so much. It's not a bad thing. I don't know if it's a good thing, either, although I'm inclined to say it is. It's just... fast, so fast, so much faster than I've seen for anyone else and it's almost frightening like that. And I wonder who, in the end, I will be. lkjl


I want to skype with you. I like you a lot and I'm lucky to have you. You're so cool and clever and kind. I want to talk to you more and I want us to hang out more and spend more time getting to know the other. I think we could be really good friends -- no just knowing the other, but actively being in each others lives.



june's parts of me

1. i can sleep when i'm dead
2. is that a challenge?
3. sunflowers and streams
4. i'll do better
5. burnt bridges
6. sugar canes grow back
7. i hope so
8. hello 



The truth is I have two sisters, and I'm not close with any of them. I don't have any pictures of me with my friends from high school -- at all. I haven't spoken in person to anyone who isn't my family properly for a month, maybe more. So don't ask how my day has been because odds are it's the same as yesterday.  




If anyone's got any advice on being softer or kinder, my tip jar is open. My edges have become too sharp. 




Nights downtown; it's a new town, but I keep thinking I see  your  face  in  the  crowd.  But   you're   not   here,
      a   n   d       y   o   u       w   o   n   '   t       b     e   
because you love me enough to let go of me.
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