Amenah

Status: spacebound
Joined: January 30, 2011
Last Seen: 6 years
user id: 150130


reporting to earth for the last time. this is astronaut amenah, over and out.

Amenah's Favorite Quotes



bye bye 




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longembarrassingfarewellsarentreallyforme
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I am so done with you. Don't bother.



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hhshaha
20 minutes ago I stopped myself from walking off a platform in front of an incoming train and 15 minutes ago I started texting my friends and 14 minutes ago I gave up on asking for their help amd 14 minutes ago I started crying alone in a train station and 8 minutes ago I started walking home and 20 minutes ago I didn't die but 6 minutes ago I realised I still wanted to.



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hdhd
You only talk to me when you need my help.



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I wanted to be ruined a little more than I wanted to be loved. I guess that's where I went wrong.







 

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love
I started journaling. I bought a ukuelele (it was stringed incorrectly and I learned three chords left-handed without realising). I deleted all the pictures off my phone (they're backed up online). I opened my YouTube channel again. I rediscovered my adoration for poetry. I fell in love with yellow. I made the decision I am a happy person (who happens to have depression right now). I spent £40 on crappy lipsticks. I apologised to someone I fought with a year ago (because I finally learned the truth and it turns out at the time I was wrong). I deleted most of my online accounts. I adopted a sweet resue cat (and developed severe allergies). I moved out to a flat where I live alone. I flew on six different airplanes. I know I haven't been around on witty much lately, but don't worry. I may not always be okay; I may cry from stress or freeze in a moment, but if I'm overwhelmed because I'm living too much... that's okay with me. :) 



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inspiration
Slowly moving more of my life offline is probably one of the best things I can do for myself right now.



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slkdjf


 









I’ve noticed before that
if you go too long with-
out anyone seeing you,
really seeing you, it’s
easy to start wondering
if you’re really there.

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invisible


 









I’m not afraid of commit-
ment. I’m afraid of
surrendering control too
quickly; of placing my
heart into hands that
won’t know how to hold it.

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love