Depression_is_Killing

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All of these miles we where ahead.. we were freaks

I don't get it. How can I like you so much,but at the same time whenever I think about you I want to hurt myself. Is my hate for you really that strong. If so why do I like you? Maybe cause you treated me like I was special and I felt like I was but then I see you do the same think to someone else and my heart rips out I fall apart I don't feel like I use to I feel like I'm getting used and I was stupid to keep falling for all you bull. I'm always being used I don't get the point of being here if everyone is just gonna treat me like I'm nothing. Hello? I'm right in front of you ... Can you hear me.. I guess not. Youre to busy looking at the perfection that's past me. I'm still alive .. I don't want to be but your the one who is keeping me hear and you don't see how much pain you put me through. My point is you hurt me and I hate myself that I care about you so much I hurt myself to