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There's nothing special about me:
Somedays I wear my 
h e a r t  on my sleeve,
I walk around with a pasted smile on my face and a crack in my heart,
but don't worry about me, [ I'll be okay ].
I'm everyone's shoulder to cry on, but never could I open up.
If I did, I would shatter.
I'm a terrible talker, but a decent listener so even if you don't know me-
you need to talk and I'll be here or skype@ hcolelo .

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Quotes by HcoLelo

a  l  r  i  g  h  t  ,  i  t  '  s  o  f  f  i  c  i  a  l  .

" I have loved to the point of madness,
or that of which is called madness.
That of which to me, is the only sensible way to love. "

criminal minds

I just saw my crush from way back when I
should have been way too little to even like boys

[ i had good taste ]

& i hate that after every good moment the thought crosses my mind
"Stop, it's too good to be true. End it before you're hurt again."
I swear, I won't be able to have another functional relationship.

&It's all a joke to him.
He doesn't mean to hurt anyone, he's just having fun.
Her honest whisper of 'I love you, too' was a reply that he never thought anything of.
But secretly, she was pouring her heart out to the boy who would never care.

Not enough to realize that she would never tell him a lie.
And that he means the world to her.


Favorite This If.
you have ever thought about running away
but decided against it only because you weren't
sure where you could actually go


Favorite This If.
you've ever wished you could see yourself through someone else's eyes

Favorite This If.
you've ever been told you're not good enough.

Cross out the things you've done.

Graduated high school. 
Kissed someone.
Smoked a cigarette. 
Got so drunk you passed out. 
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Help someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.

Gone long periods of time without sleep.
Lied to someone.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid). 
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.

Ran a marathon
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.

Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on. 
Written a 10 page letter
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
Cut yourself on accident.

...on purpose
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something
Been to jail.
Dangerously close to being in jail.
Skipped school
Had detention.

Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school. 
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.
Fired a gun. 
Had a yard sale.
Had a lemonade stand
Actually made money at the lemonade stand. 
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world. 

Voted for someone on a reality TV show.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.

Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you shouldn’t have.
Used a coloring book over age 12.

Had surgery.
Had stitches
Taken a taxi. 
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at onc
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
Gone surfing in California
Had a hamster
Pet a wild animal.
Used a credit card. 
Did “spirit day” at school. 
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.

Known someone with HIV or AIDS.

&Today I learned that you should never make someone a priority when all that you are to them is an option because no matter what your friends claim, they don't always pick you.