Iluvudaniella

So the guy I been crushing on for 3 years,

Have finally recieve my letter from his friends. I'm really happy and scared at the same time because I don't want him to think I am weird. But oh well I'm really am happy that I wrote it to him, because if I didn't get all these feelings out I would be trap in his love. He has a girlfriend and his girlfriend is in my class which makes thing a little more hard for me. Like I said he is a sophmore and I am a freshman. His girlfriend is in my Khmer class and he always pass by my Khmer class to bring his girlfriend in... I dunno guys.. I really like him and I hope he understands how I feel for him.
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So my birthday is coming up October 1st,

And to be honest all I want for my birthday is the guy I been crushing on for 3 freaking years. That's what I really want. I also want my parents to stop fighting, I also want to stop cutting because all I been doing was make myself look a lot more ugly than I'm already am, stop cutting for that >guy< I like since 7th grade. Yeah he is a sophmore now & I am a freshman but oh well I really really like this guy. You guys don't know what I been doing.. all I want is him. You may not understand but I fell head over heels for him. He's different, He makes me happy without even trying. He will be the only guy that I will want than any other guy.
& that is the truth ; and I pray that this wish will happen...
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I want the kind of love,

Where I could do random sh/t in front of my boyfriend with out being scared,
the kind of love where my boyfriend walk me to class and kiss me softly on the forehead in front of everyone,
the kind of fun-loving, unforgettable, can't-do-this-without-you-love,
The part of love where we say I love you to each other & mean it.
♥