Miluiel*

Status: i'm just a little black rain cloud
Joined: December 16, 2011
Last Seen: 1 month
Birthday: April 24
user id: 251359
Location: Hyrule














clarke//20//they/them

stories of music . stories of dialogue . judy garland  .  hannah hart  .  rose dix   .  seabird  .  the   killers . eisley . tigers . bunnies . elephants . longboarding  .  tattoos  .  skinny ties  .  ears  . legend of zelda  .   pokemon 

i like
amenah so be a dear and check that cutie out . if you're feeling extra beautiful today, you should also say hi to noa  .  and this one's been with me from the beginning

01-08-12 matthew
??-??-12 emilyanne
02-06-13 courtney
03-17-13 caleb
05-04-14 alexander

steve followed me 05-23-14 if that means anything to you

a wise woman once said, "when you know yourself, it's only yourself you have to answer to...for...to"







 

Quotes by Miluiel*

 




my heart was caught in a landslide
a n d  n o w  i t  f e e l s
for   you   only
((     for you only     ))

 

Put your music on shuffle, write down the first ten songs and your favorite lyric for each song that comes on. No skipping.

On Top, The Killers: You really need it, so let go
All These Things That I've Done, The Killers: I wanna meaning from the back of my broken hand
Find a Way, Seabird: Don't let them wreck your mind
Andy, You're a Star, The Killers: On the field, I remember, you were a star
Ghosts, Reigning and Reaping: Place your bets, call your bluffs, she's still alive
Reminder, Mumford and Sons: I never know if I'm doing you wrong
Still Hurting, The Last Five Years: Go and ride the sun away, run away like it's simple, like it's right
A Very Nice Prince; First Midnight, Into the Woods: Never mauve at a ball...or pink...or open your mouth
Beyond My Wildest Dreams, The Little Mermaid: Gee, did I mention *he's* here? And if -WHO KNOWS- past even these extremes, just look at me, someone beyond her wildest dreams
Semi-Automatic, Twenty One Pilots: But I'll live on, yeah I'll live on, yeah I'll live on















i don't know what it is about
crisp evenings and windy
nights that makes me miss you

A. there is a certain sound. a certain sequence of sounds. all reminders. i cannot escape them. i do not want to.

b. no floral pattern, no striped cat, no sad poem--it is impossible to pass up a thought of you.

c. but how do i get near to her? a simple film drew my eye. i left with my heart open to more.

d. i refuse to spill tears, though you are worth them. i won't apologize either. not anymore.


-T.s., reigning and reaping


     


I KNOW WHAT I WANT
AND I WANT NO ONE



 

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Why is it so hard to breathe
WHEN I'M WITH YOU?

 

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Put your music on shuffle, write down the first ten songs and your favorite lyric for each song that comes on. No skipping.

If I Stand, Rich Mullins: If I weep, let it be as a man who is longing for his home.
Bury Me Alive, Breaking Benjamin: All will change and calcify.
Before You Start Your Day, Twenty One Pilots: Nowhere were they holy.
Never Gonna Be As Big As Jesus, Audio Adrenaline: I could be about as good, good as any human could, but that won't get me by. 
They Live in You, Lion King: Wait, there's no mountain too great, hear these words and have faith, have faith.
I'm So Sick, Flyleaf: So you'll shut up, and stay sleeping with my screaming in your itching ears.
Out of the Woods, Taylor Swift: But the monsters turned out to be just trees, and when the sun came up you were looking at me.
Optimistic Voices, Wizard of Oz: You're out of the woods, you're out of the dark, you're out of the night.
Sometimes, Walk off the Earth: You're at the top of my list, higher than milk and eggs.
Catchafire (White Rabbit Mix), TobyMac: I caught the fire and I'll never be the same, so unexplanable, can't contain it, son. And my retaining it would only be a shame.

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TWENTY MORE THINGS ONLY A FLATMATE WOULD KNOW
(worst and best version)
(cos i didn't want amenah to feel alone)
 

1. I'm unbelievably clingly, but I hold people at such a distance sometimes, and it's really confusing for my heart. And that makes me angry. So I'm just a mess, roomie.
2. I'm stubbornly loyal.
3. When I get anxious, I yell a lot, as if the level of volume will somehow scare the anxiety away. But it just comes off as really mean. So I'm an axshole, basically.
4. I write funny parodies of well-known songs, and usually they are about food. (EG, Under the Cheese, I Knew You Were Processed, Parmesan World, etc.)
5. I hold grudges to a point where I can't sleep so I pace sorry if that wakes you up.
6. I love to sing and I will sing with you even if I don't know the song I will sing it with you do you want me to sing with you please say yes I WANT TO SING
7. You'll have to slap me. You'll  -h a v e-  to slap me. Sometimes I just won't get it, and you'll have to slap me. It might save my life.
8. I love questions. Ask away.
9. Part of my OCD is numbers. Nothing can really explain it, so don't try to understand. I don't even understand it. But it's a real problem that haunts my nightmares and my normal dreams and when I'm awake too! I can be a bxtch about it.
10. I complusively clean the bathroom. So. There's that.
11. I talk myself down tons. Sometimes it's pretty subtle. But don't argue with me, cos that makes it worse. The best way to combat it is to simply say, "No." Most times I shut up after that.
12. We'll always be stocked with bananas because they reduce anxiety AND LET ME TELL YOU.
13. I stall really well. I've stalled for hours before. I won't hesitate to stall in I'm in an uncomfortable situation. If I can't boycott altogether, you bet I'm stalling. What was that word again? Stall.
14. I'm a talented kazoo player. I will cheer you up. I /will/ cheer you up.
15. I'm really insecure about my arms because of all the scars. I hate when people stare. I hate when they know I've caught them staring and then don't say anything about it. I hate when they do say something about it because it's usually ignorant. I can't be pleased about the whole thing, really.
16. I'll punch that person for you. I'll punch /that/ person for you. Do you need me to talk to someone?? Who's bothering you? She said WHAT? Okay, yeah, so which one do you need me to punch?
17. I'm paralyzingly sarcastic. I think I could suck souls with this.
18. I have great ideas!
19. But no motivation.
20. I can't have wheat, I can't have milk...so I probably won't be eating your food.

confessions (because i got dared again)
 
i. when i read her letter, i wanted to cry, but i couldn't. i wish she would've hit me.

ii. my head is constantly swirling about it, especially when i'm with him because he deserves a lot better than whatever he thinks he's getting, and i...i can't seem to escape the 'what if'. but she deserves to be happy (she would be upset if i was constantly conflicted). i'm just so, so sad. and so, so alone.

iii. i just want to get out of my house. i want to go. i want to live away from home. goodbye, i want to be freeee! and i don't think this actually qualifies as a confession because everyone already knows this. but what they don't know is that i'm terrified of living alone so PSYCH DIDN'T SEE THAT ONE COMING DID YOU??

iv. i hate keeping it a secret.

v. i didn't know moving on would include cutting off those bracelets. i didn't know cutting off those bracelets would uncover so many scars. i didn't know seeing those again would make me wish i was back with those people more than ever.

 
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