This sounds very familiar to me a while back. When you have a crush, you tend to overthink everything. Every little thing they do, comes across as a sign they might like you. But the fact is it's depressing not knowing for sure if they do if they don't. Your only options are to wait it out and see what happens or confess now and get it over and done with.
Tough love:
You will probably get hurt in the end. You're young, hell, I'm young, and if you're willing to take the chance of getting hurt, which is extremely likely, you could be finding someone to be with forever.
You will probably get hurt. But there's a chance that you won't and you need to decide if you want to take that chance or not.
No no no, dont you dare lex, please dont its very addicting and just try to get your mind off it like listen to music, please dont, im here if you wanna talk hun!
If you're unhappy with you're weight, excercise. Go jogging, cycling, swimming or go to a gym. Do excercise at home if you're uncomfortable with excercising in front of people. It's not right for your mum to say things like that and you need to tell her that the things she say upset you. Listen to you're friends because they're right. One day you will find the perfect guy for you who will be by your side no matter what and feel like the luckiest guy on the planet just because he has someone as amazing as you. For now, focus on being happy with yourself. Spend more time doing things that you enjoy. Every day, pick out something you like about yourself, whether it be about your looks, your personality, or even what you're wearing that day. Don't compare yourselves to others because everyone is different and you're not going to magically look like them overnight. Instead, appreciate the looks you're given because I can promise you that you're gorgeous. <3
You will probably get hurt in the end. You're young, hell, I'm young, and if you're willing to take the chance of getting hurt, which is extremely likely, you could be finding someone to be with forever.
You will probably get hurt. But there's a chance that you won't and you need to decide if you want to take that chance or not.
Muscle weighs more than fat...