Dudu*

Status: working...yay.
Joined: June 1, 2013
Last Seen: 3 days
user id: 361860
Gender: F

This turned into my diary somehow.


i have a black dog. 


I'm still learning new things about myself.  I'm sorry for the spam.

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Quotes by Dudu*

i do good with the cards im dealt. no matter what i always do good. if i think about it long and hard, in fact i do more than good. I do great
i used to switch out theses kens, i’d just ghost. rip the band aid & skip town like
an aśshole outlaw!
he’s different from you. you were sweet but he is sweeter. when i whine to him he still lingers. he tells me what i want to hear and buys me things without any hints either. he’s so naturally tender and oh so warm. maybe getting over you won’t be as hard as i thought
i wanted it to be you but you and God had other plans
i had the time of my life fighting dragons with you
you were my escape
you are now my safe space
to true friendship







& i confess, babe!
in my dreams you're touching my face
& asking me if I

wanna try again...with you?
&
i
almost
do!


 


maybe i don't get me. maybe i don't get loyal, ride or die. maybe i don't get as long as you're happy. maybe i don't get passionate and particular. maybe i just don't get what i feel like i need. maybe it's not going to be me first. maybe i'll be back burner, pre-occupied after thought. maybe i'm not loved uncontionally. maybe it's not easy. maybe it's really hard. maybe it doesn't all feel like it's worth it and i have to brave face it for the rest of my life. maybe the lump in my throat and tightness in my chest never abandon me. maybe my fears are a premonition and eternal sadness is promised. maybe. but god please. maybe not.

one day. one day. all it would take is just one day then from then its set. i’d be set free from all this
i think it would really take another. i haven’t seen it in myself all this time. i’d need someone to tell me over and over and over again. a voice that isn’t mine that i can trust wholeheartedly.