Dudu*

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Joined: June 1, 2013
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user id: 361860
Gender: F

This turned into my diary somehow.


i have a black dog. 


I'm still learning new things about myself.  I'm sorry for the spam.

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Here’s to women. To the women breaking down barriers. To the women lifting each other up.  To the women who never give up. To the women who are our biggest supporters. To the women making a change. You are smart, strong, resilient, beautiful and powerful. You matter. You are loved.    Happy International Women’s day 🌸
 
one  of these days
you'll tell me about your wife,
and how she's become the joy of your entire life.
one of these days you'll tell me about your children,
and that you never knew how you existed before them.

one of these days i'll tell you i never found someone,
a
nd that every time i think of us my heart swallows the sun.
one of these days i'll say my final goodbyes,
and wish i could have loved you for a lifetime.








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fly
 
and forget what it felt like to fall

 

 
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I hate this love song,         I hate this love song,
I w
on't sing it again.          I will sing it with a smile.
                                            So that you won't be lonely.
                                            

 
maybe i was just lonely?

And yeah, I let you use me
from the day that we first met

And I knew that you turned it on
for everyone you've met
But I don't regret Falling for you 

 
it takes 
hard work
pain and
discipline.
it's not meant to be easy.




It's gonna go one of two ways.
I'll be the one or the one that got away.

 

 i'm just so conflicted. cause i know life is good. but this depression. this sad sulky feeling always comes back to me. i tell myself it's like happiness. happiness will always come back. in the same way, this sad unsettling feeling will also come back. but it is never forever. 

it still feels awful. i feel like i have to always distract myself so i don't feel it. it's this feeling of dread. i thought i would be happier by now and i am but here i am still. 
 

i want someone who i'm sure of.
i want him to be certain too.
i believe true love should be effortless.