I would just like for
everyone to read this is try to understand...please. A couple of
weeks ago I was forced to block the one I love on several things
cause of drama from people who blamed me for what happened. Most
likely the one I love and you all know who I am talking about will
be reading this. I guess I just want to let everyone know that I
didn't do it cause I didn't care or that I didn't want
to talk to him, I did it cause I was at my lowest, feeling so low
and alone without the one I called my other half, I tried to run
from it all...that didn't work he stayed on my thoughts and
rocked my dreams and I cried over him so many times I have lost
count. I thought running from it all would help..it only made it
worse, made me feel like I was even more alone...cause it seemed
that no one around me could see or understand why I felt the way I
did...all they saw was that he wasn't best for me in their
eyes...when I felt was pure love from him in my heart. I know for a
whole I won't be able to fix things with him or the people
around him who think of me as a terrible person, I don't blame
them on some cases...anyways..I guess in the end what I really wish
to say is this. I do love you still, and you are still in my mind
always...I am so sorry...so very sorry...