I like
being alone, because i can wonder, i can
think, i can be myself, its relaxing.
BUT
being lonely is draining, it's such
an empty feeling that crushes your cheast, it feels like a
heavy weight.
And all you really want is some company, to be apart of something
that means something.
You find yourself checking your phone for any sign of
communication
A text or a phone call.
And when you reaise that a phone call won't come
you try distract yourself from the hard truth that stings
like a fresh punch every time.
I guess being alone is nice, but being lonely
isn't.