PandaPants

There is no distraction
to mask what is real.
-TwentyonePilots

I've fallen so hard for him
that I've tumbled into Hell.

Dislocated, I lie awake
Suffocating in my mistakes.
I lost my halo when I fell from grace,
But maybe next time I won't throw it all away.
-OfMice&Men

I'm scared to get close & I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.
-BringMeTheHorizon

Tie a noose around your mind loose
enough to breathe fine & tie it,
to a tree, tell it, "You belong to me! 
This ain't a noose, this is a leash,
& I have news for you, you must obey me."
-TwentyonePilots

I'd be lying if I said
I didn't crave his touch,
   his warmth, & the beat of his heart.

We can't run from
what lives inside of us.