Hi im Kenize!:) im16 and just like any other teenage girl who wants to be pretty and get the guy of my dreams. I'm the kind of girl who lkes to go mudding, big trucks, mud wrestling, the river, etc. I'm musically inclined and can play about every instrument known to man. I'm a great listener and love to help people with their problems. I LOVE FOOD! and also dinosaurs:)<3
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We started
talking because i needed a friend and we go back a little. Now we
talk almost every waking moment and skype everynight. but
it's a shame because i think im starting to like you. which
is bad.
I seriously don't know
what to do. I'm helplessly lost right now. My bestfriend, who
is my everything, the one I count on to be there for me, to make me
happy and take my mind off things. Is leaving me. Moving 7 hours
away. It kills me inside knowing that. But I thought It wont be
terribly bad because i'll have my boyfriend. Well now he's
leaving for half the summer for work. The summer we get together
before he leaves for the Army, He's gonna be gone for most of
it. Leaving me here by myself, with my mind that drives me mentally
insane. I can't be alone for too long or bad things happen. And
now im gonna be alone for months at a time. With nobody? I
don't know what to do. I'm lost and confused. Who's
gonna keep me safe from myself? Who's gonna laugh, and share
memries with me now? A part of me wants to end it now. You and me.
Just end it and move on so I'm ready for this. Maybe i'll
find someone to help me through the summer then. I just don't
know anymore.
How do I say
this. You love me and yes i tell you i love you too but, I dont
know if i really do or not. And that morning in my bed cuddling
after we woke up you told me a lot of things and a couple where how
you feel for me and really want to spend the rest of your life with
me. But i dont know if i feel the same way too and i just dont know
how to tell you that. Yes i really like you but enough to love you
and spend the rest of my life with you? no
idea.
All I want to
do is please you,
I know i make mistakes but,
i really do try my hardest not too.
All i want is for you to be happy Dustin,
and ovbiously im not the one who can do that.
I'm sorry for the things i've done
and all the dissapointmet i've made you feel
I love you with all my heart.
And i hate the feelings i get,
when you tell me these things.
It makes me want to hurt myself
It makes me not want to live.
Knowing i cant make the person i love
happy.
But it's funny though,
The way you look at her
Definetly isn't the way you look at me.
I see the passion in your eyes,
When you look at her.
And i just wish,
You'd look at me,
Like you look at her.</3
In a few months
my best friend is leaving me, the one who i adore the most and who
i trust with my life. My solid rock i lean on when i need help.
then a few months after she leaves my boyfriend leaves for basics.
What the hel do you guys expect me to do?!