Y0UNGL0V3MURD3R
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Joined: October 6, 2012
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i dreamt that for the first time, we kissed and it was
nothing less than fireworks going off in my head
things were happening around us, but nothing was
happening between us
you see, I wish happiness would hit me at 3am. I wish it
would come entering my bedroom with a billion sweet lullabies,
when memories started to frighten me like nightmares, ruining my
mind during midnight. I wish it would sit next to me while I am
surrounded by strange voices and a noisy crowd. I wish it would
hug me when I failed to comfort myself. I wish it would smile at
me and tell me that I should keep going, that I should keep on
living not only by existing. but actually living life the way it
should be. I wish happiness will come when I am not expecting it.
I wish that it would surprise me when all I feel is sadness. I
just thought that maybe it is okay to hope for things to happen
in a different way. maybe it is okay to believe that I deserve
happiness even if I haven’t felt it for a very long
time
I want so much that is not here and I don't know where to
go
and that’s the difference between me and you. i would
lay it all on the table and give you whatever you needed even if
it meant hurting myself in the process but you only cared about
the bare minimum: what made you happy and what didn’t
inconvenience you
It’s terrible to see yourself drown into nothingness.
You are aware of what's happening but you don’t have enough
power left to stop yourself. You don’t have anymore strength
left to keep yourself up on your feet. And then you fall. You
fall and your heart, locked inside that strong calcium cage,
sinks. It sinks into that realm of nothingness. A place where you
don’t feel anything. Not love, not hatred, not sorrow, not joy.
Absolutely nothing. No one can protect you. No one can get you
out of it. All you can do is watch yourself sinking. All you
should do is watch yourself sinking, very carefully. You know
why? Because nothing falls forever. Yes things do get broken in a
hard fall, but once they hit the ground the only task they have
left to do is either fix themselves up or build something new out
of what's left. All you got to do is watch yourself till you hit
the ground.
Please make up your mind. Do you want this to work or
not? I’m in this for the long haul but right now with the way
you’re playing with my emotions I just don’t know if you want
me or if you don’t. All I’m asking is for you to figure it
all out.
i’m either looking too far into the future or living
too heavily in the past
I can’t trust my own decisions
i am too easily persuaded that i am not of worth