I've realized that you can only start over, so many times. I'm done starting over, I'm done trying to find love. When it all come down to it, My daughter is all i have in life. She's the only reason i keep myself alive. Everyone i've ever trusted hurt me, except her. I'm fine with coming home to just her. Yeah, it sucks that i don't have a man to love me and protect me and maddie. And yes, it's hard sometimes. But i'll learn to live with it. As long as maddie's happy i'm happy.No more searching for love, She's all the love i need. Stephen, I love you. Jay, I love you. Goodbye everyone. So long.