You don't know how
much I care. Sometimes I
cry myself to sleep just
to know that all the memories
we had are gone. That's the
reason I'm always so tired.
I love you so much; it brings a
sick feeling to my stomach just to
remember that you don't even realise.
I miss how we could text for hours
and not get bored. I miss how
you would be the person I would
always rush home from school to
talk to. Now I'm alone.
-Being annoying because I want to talk to you.
-Being needy because I miss you.
-Being emotional because I care about you.
-Being insecure because I’m afraid to lose you.
Have you ever Cried so hard that you couldn't
breathe? Cried so hard that you wanted to die? Cried because your
best friend is considered better than you in so many ways? Cried
because you're so jealous of your best friend and how she can
get any guy she wants? Cried because the guy you like has hurt
you? Cried because the guy you like will never like you? Cried
because sometimes people bully you? Cried because sometimes you
get insulted? Cried because you know all your flaws? Cried so
much that you wanted it all to end? Because guess what. I
have.