bulletforyoubrad

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hey, I'm Jess :)

if you ever wanna talk with me about anything I'm happy to talk. you can text me at 6145060417. I have verizon and I have unlimited texting so feel free to text as much as you need to.

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Right Here - bulletforyoubrad


so here’s a song I wrote back in october
it’s still a work in progress
but here’s the main idea of it


right here


she was sitting in the back corner booth
wondering how he never realized
that he was the only one in the room
that she could always look into his eyes
and say


I’m right here, if you ever need me hun
I’ll always be right here by your side
babe even in the times you wanna escape it all and run
I’ve got my arms stretched open wide


he came home early from work at 3
to make sure everything was set just right
nervous getting down on one knee
he knew tonight would be the night
he would say to her


I’m right here, if you ever need me hun
I’ll always be right here by your side
babe even in the times you wanna escape it all and run
I’ve got my arms stretched open wide


tears welled up in her eyes as she tried to speak
but so many things were flying through her head
all of a sudden her knees got weak
but he held her up and then he said


I’m right here, if you ever need me hun
I’ll always be right here by your side
babe even in the times you wanna escape it all and run
I’ve got my arms stretched open wide.
please don’t try to escape it all and run.
cause for you my arms are open wide.

Cross out the things you've done.

Graduated high school.
Kissed someone.
Smoked a cigarette.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing
.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
Lied to someone.

Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.

ran a marathon.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.

Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone skiing. (water)
Been sailing.
Cut yourself on accident.
...on purpose
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.

Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Dangerously close to being in jail.
Skipped school.
Had detention.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.

Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.

Fired a gun.
Had a yard sale.
Had a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.

Been in a school play.
Been fired from a 
job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Voted for someone on a reality TV show
.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you shouldn’t have.
Used a coloring book over age 12.

Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed.
Had a drug or 
alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
Gone surfing in California.
Had a hamster.
Pet a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Did “spirit day” at school.

Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
this is something my friend and I made up when we were bored. it's the stages of life.

10 - puberty

20 - almost ready to drink

30 - I'm old

40 - damn I'm really old

50 - look for a nursing home

60 - pick out a nursing home

70 - look for a burial plot

80 - pick out a burial plot

90 - just wait.

lmao :P
he 'respectfully declined.' fml.
help me witty sisters! I need some advice.

so on wednesday 3/9/11 I gave a mix cd I burned to my friend ben. through the first letter of each song title it spelled out "you me prom please"

friday 3/11/11 was his birthday. I sent him this text:

"Dearest friend,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJAMINNN! :D I hope your birthday is even more awesome than you are. not sure how that's possible though since you're pretty awesome. anyways I just wanted you to know that I was thinking of you and that I want you to have a great birthday<3

lovelovelove,
-Jess

p.s. hope you enjoy the cd I gave you :)"


he never responded.

then on saturday night 3/12/11 I saw him. later that night he passed me through the room and said "hey Jess" and I said "hey". it felt crazy awkward since we were the only two in the room. it felt as though he never got my bday text. or that he hadn't even glanced at the inside of the cd case I gave him that had the cd in it.

that was around maybe 9pm ish? then at 10:43pm I sent

"Hey its jess i was just wondering if youve had the chance to check out the cd i gave you wednesday. Its kinda important to me that u do. And the sooner the better. Thanks :)"

feeling awkward about the wording for the second part I sent another text at 10:56pm saying

"That second part came out a little wrong. It sounded better in my head. I just didnt know how to word it. But yeah."

then today 3/13/11 since I know he goes to the xalt service at church which starts at 11:15am, at 12:39pm I sent

"Hey"

he never responded to that either.

prom at my school is april 16. I have less than 5 weeks. and I don't see him every day. I see him like once a week. twice in a good week.


WHAT DO I DO???????

I already have my dress picked out and the shoes and like everything. so I don't need to worry about that. but I NEED to know if he's going with me.

p.s. sorry about the spacing. witty's being a derp. >_<
 
10 favorites...
• Favorite Color: pink
• Favorite Food: anything italian
• Favorite Singer: martina mcbride. she has the voice of a goddess. no lie.
• Favorite Show: PRETTY LITTLE LIARS!!! :D
• Favorite Sport: To watch: basketball and to do: basketball
• Favorite Season: summer
• Favorite Day Of the Week: wednesday
• Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: cherry cordial

• Favorite Time of Day: whenever I see him <3

9 currents...

• Current Mood: not wanting to go work out
• Current Taste: apple
• Current Clothes: tshirt and jeans
• Current Computer: Mac. 
• Current Finger/Toenail Color: pink on both
• Current Time: 5:32
• Current Surroundings : family room
• Current Annoyance(s): my knee
• Current Thought:  Him♥

8 Firsts...
• First Best Friend: meghan
• First crush this school year: brad
• First Screen Name: iluvguitars567
• First Pet: maggie, cat
• First Piercing: ears
• First Thing You Did Today: Woke Up
• First Thing You Ate Today: muffin
• First School: some place called A Place To Grow

7 Lasts...
• Last Food Consumption: apple
• Last Car Ride: on the way to school this morning
• Last Text Message: LMAO. you just made my life :D
• Last Movie Seen: easy a
• Last Item Bought: lunch today
• Last CD Played: a mix cd I made asking my crush to prom
• Last Website You Were On: WItty Profiles :)


6 Have You Evers...
• Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: no
• Have You Ever Broken the Law: quite a few times actually...
• Have You Ever Been Arrested: No
• Have You Ever Been on TV: yep once or twice I think
• Have Ever Walked Into A Sliding Glass Door: yep... hahaha
• Have You Ever Sat On The Roof: not my roof but yes a roof


5 Places You've Been To...
1- new york
2 - florida
3- best guy friend's bedroom (no it's not what you think, he's gay. he was actually giving me a makeover and did my makeup
4- school
5- church


4 Things...
• Your Guilty Pleasure: watching icarly
• You Did Last Night: youth group
• You Can You Hear Right Now: the best of me (acoustic) by the starting line
• You Can't Live Without: God, music, friends, and him <3


3 People You Can Tell Anything To...
• 1. my best guy friend Jacob

• 2. my best female friend Anna
• 3. my friend Logan

2 Choices
• 1. black or white: Black
• 2. hot or cold: Hot.

1 Love
• Him <3
 -Grab your Phone. Got it ?!
yep
 
-What kind is your phone?

samsung alias 2
 
-Who's the last person you called?

mom

-Who was your last missed call from?
mom
 
-Who is the 2nd person to come up under D?

DeEtte
 
-Who's the third person who comes up under E?

emily
 
-Who was your last received call from?

mom
 
-How many messages are currently in your inbox?

183
 
 
-What do you have as your background?

a picture this girl I babysit colored for me. she's 7 :)
 
 
-Whos the 5th message in your inbox from?

my bestest friend in the entire world <3

-Whos the first person who comes up under B?
Bekah
 
-How many bars of signal do you currently have there?

2

-Who was your last message from?
facebook
 
 
-Who is the first name in your phone book?

aaron
 
 
-Who is the last person in your phonebook?

wendell
 
 
-Name every person you have text messages from in your inbox.

facebook, twitter, broski, my fairy <3 (that's my best friend), sherri, rachel b, lauren w, mom, mackenzie, sara, liz, benjaminnn<3, darling :) (that's my other best friend), kim, susan s, mar, katie, bradley, amy, jenna, lindsey, and logan

-Whos the 5th person under A?
alissa

-Who is the ninth person on your missed call list?
mom
 
-What does the 6th message on your outbox say?

Adios :)

I just finished a draft of the song I wrote for the guy I like :) I would really appreciate any comments or constructive criticism :) thanks!
 

I keep tryin' to find the words to tell you how I feel
But nothing's ever good enough, no it's not
Even Taylor Swift can't explain what I feel
But I'm sure it's real, this feeling that I've got.


It makes my heart race just to see you look at me
And when you hug me you know I just melt
Sometimes I just get lost in those blue eyes
I know it's like nothing I've ever felt.


Each day I get up and I look in the mirror
Thinking who would ever wanna love me?
But each day it gets just a little bit clearer
That only the best of the best deserves me
And you my dear, are the best
Yeah you're the absolute best


It makes my heart race just to see you look at me
And when you hug me you know I just melt
Sometimes I just get lost in those blue eyes
I know it's like nothing I've ever felt.


Benjamin, honey, just give me one chance
To prove to you that looks ain't all
I'm just asking for one prom dance
And if it doesn't work out then I won't expect your call


It makes my heart race just to see you look at me
And when you hug me you know I just melt
Sometimes I just get lost in those blue eyes
I know it's like nothing I've ever felt


Oh when oh when oh when will you get it
That big girls need some loving too
Ben oh Ben oh Ben can't you see it
That all I really want is you
Yeah all I ever wanted was you


It makes my heart race just to see you look at me
And when you hug me baby you make me melt
I always get lost looking in your deep blue eyes
I know it's like nothing
I know it's like nothing
Yeah I know it's like nothing I've ever felt


No no no I've never felt nothing like this
Baby you make my heart melt

here's a song I wrote that I'm gonna give to the guy I like. :)

I keep tryin' to find the words to tell you how I feel
But nothing's ever good enough, no it's not
Even Taylor Swift can't explain what I feel
But I'm sure it's real, this feeling that I've got.


It makes my heart race just to see you look at me
And when you hug me you know I just melt
Sometimes I just get lost in those blue eyes
I know it's like nothing I've ever felt.


Each day I get up and I look in the mirror
Thinking who would ever wanna love me?
But each day it gets just a little bit clearer
That only the best of the best deserves me
And you my dear, are the best
Yeah you're the absolute best


It makes my heart race just to see you look at me
And when you hug me you know I just melt
Sometimes I just get lost in those blue eyes
I know it's like nothing I've ever felt.


Benjamin, honey, just give me one chance
To prove to you that looks ain't all
I'm just asking for one prom dance
And if it doesn't work out then I won't expect your call


It makes my heart race just to see you look at me
And when you hug me you know I just melt
Sometimes I just get lost in those blue eyes
I know it's like nothing I've ever felt


Oh when oh when oh when will you get it
That big girls need some loving too
Ben oh Ben oh Ben can't you see it
That all I really want is you
Yeah all I ever wanted was you


It makes my heart race just to see you look at me
And when you hug me baby you make me melt
I always get lost looking in your deep blue eyes
I know it's like nothing
I know it's like nothing
Yeah I know it's like nothing I've ever felt


No no no I've never felt nothing like this
Baby you make my heart melt